I have found some really professional, efficient, and cheap help to keep the house clean these days. My new cleaning crew has really helped me manage my cleaning chores around the house even with my return to school! On another note - I have taken part in a lot of introspection lately about pursuing my career (second career) versus motherhood. My passion is to become a nurse midwife, and I have returned to school part - time to pursue this dream. I was accepted in an RN program but decided to defer for a bit. I am starting to understand and appreciate the saying, "Enjoy your children now because they grow up so fast" more and more these days. I hated hearing this from people when Ella was first born. There were moments then that I couldn't imagine life without a newborn. But I find myself craving those moments back (not all the time)! I decided that school will always be there for me, but my little people will not. I feel blessed to be able to stay home with our children and feel good about being happy about staying at home with them! I like making peanut butter sandwiches and wiping noses. I like taking walks together even if it means Colin cries in the backpack, Ella has to go potty two minutes into our walk, and Moose pulls too hard. So - my new goal is to be a nurse midwife by 50! I will accomplish this goal, but right now I am busy with my little people!
6 comments:
Holly,
Staying at home with kids is one of the bravest, most rewarding, most exhausting jobs one can do! I admire your ability to be honest with yourself about your hopes and dreams. I also think you would make an excellent midwife!
Bekah
Bekah,
Thank you so much for your kind words. I am so glad we are able to stay home and spend time together.
Holly,
I have always admired how you and Matt have continually made it a priority to keep your personal and professional goals in the equation. It is so easy to lose yourself in the role of motherhood. I too admire your ability to be honest with yourself about your hopes and dreams. I know this must have been an arduous decision making process for you. I think you chose your direction quite wisey. You'll get there far before the age of 50, my friend.
Yes, I'd say from experience that it is important to savor these moments of baby and toddlerhood. These days transform all too quickly into something altogether "different". It happens overnight it seems. I now see Sawyer ( 9 months) with that chubby cheeked smile and uncontrollable and contagious belly laughter that is so reminiscent of his brother Zack ( now 7 1/2) at the same age. I get choked up to even think about where that time has gone. With 4 babies in under 7 years...I guess that the time is bound to be fleeting. Still, I miss those baby moments with each of them so very much. Even though we are in baby mode still with Sawyer...I feel at times like I am missing it. It's just a testimonial to the fact that the clock does not stop or even pause....as much as we might want it too.
I also thought there would be more time when the kids got older, however, their social lives and activities and sports have really taken on a life of their own at such early ages. Be prepared for some of that to come about as well. We are certainly on the run a lot more than I ever dreamed we would be. Getting some of that part time schooling in when they are young is quite a good idea!
I have given a lot of thought to your goal and desire to become a midwife while being the very best mom that you can be. I think about how much you look up to your mom for her accomplishments and smile because I know that Ella and Collin will be smiling up at you with that same admiration and pride. They are too young to really appreciate it yet, but you are setting a wonderful example for them. There is no doubt in my mind; You are going to be an amazing midwife. You are an amazing person, an incredible friend, and an exceptional mommy! Keep chipping away at your goals. I admire you so very much, my friend.
Love,
Kristen
Ahh. You caught me last night being reflective over how the day played out with endless powerstruggles....wondering where my wee ones had gone. :) Sawyer slept through the night last night ( until 4am) and what a difference some sleep makes. My outlook at the start of today is much brighter.
I have a feeling that your blogging is going to pull on my heartstrings a bit and invoke some heartfelt responses.
Give those littles an extra big squeeze for me. They are so worth the time and effort. I too enjoy wiping noses and changing stinky diapers and the way they will vulnerably snuggle up whether they are 9 months or 7 1/2 years. Those smiles and I love yous, big hugs, the milestones they reach, and the comedic responses, and innocent outlook on the world are all things that I am oh so thankful to be here at home for each and every day. I appreciate your insights and your decision.
Much Love, Kristen
You're an amazing woman, friend, teacher, childbirth educator, doula, wife and, most importantly, mother. And, someday you will add mid-wife to that list. However, I know for sure that the thing that will mean the most to you when you are 90 years old will be knowing that you an amazing mother. You're so wise to cherish this time with your children.
With Love,
Christy
Hey Hol! Tried to leave a comment, don't know where it went. Miss you!
Glad to know all are well. Dougherty Hill isn't the same without you!
Alex
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